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[28 Jun 2005|03:03pm] |
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[25 Sep 2004|08:41am] |
Find me here
speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place
where I find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you?
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this?
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
cause you're all I want
you are all I need
you are everything
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[04 Sep 2004|05:59pm] |
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[30 Jun 2004|12:59pm] |
Yo.
From here on out, this journal is friends only.
So if you want to read it, and chances are that you don't, but if you do, just ask me and I'll probably add ya to my friends list.
Peace.
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[29 Jun 2004|03:31pm] |
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I'm thinking about changing my journal to friends only.
To keep certain people away.
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[29 Jun 2004|01:52pm] |
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Went to Brooke's house last night.
SO
MUCH
FUN!!!
We didn't even do anything really exciting. I just really missed hanging out w/ her. So I'm really glad we got to. We went and saw The Notebook and it was soooo good. Really sad. But awesome.
I'm at work, so I really need to go.
Not really.
No one's here except me and Renee but I should probably get off anyway.
Bye kids.
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[28 Jun 2004|12:38pm] |
W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) Pierce your nose or tongue? nose definitely, though I personally wouldn't pierce either.
2) Be serious or be funny? Seriously funny.
3) Drink whole or skim milk? Whole tastes better
* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*
4) Simple or complicated? complicated
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) Flowers or angels? Flowers.
6) Grey or gray? Grey.
7) Color or black-and-white photos? ummm it really depends.
8) Lust or love? love
9) Sunrise or sunset? it's hard for me to choose. Sunsets start the night life which is always fun, but I'm more of a morning and day person. And sunrises start the beginning of a beautiful day. So I'd have to say sunrise.
10) M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
11) Rap or rock? Rock for most of the time. But rap is always good for partying.
12) Staying up late or waking up early? neither.
13) TV or radio? TV
15) Eating apples or oranges? Oranges.
* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush? uhh no not right now.
17) Who is it? non
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) Being hot or cold? hot cuz you can always cool off so much easier than you can warm up.
19) Tall members of the opposite sex? yes please
20) Sun or moon? moon
21) Emeralds or rubies? uhh I guess rubies cuz they're RED
22) Left or right? Right.
23) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? hard to choose honestly
) Sun or rain? rain
27) Green beans or carrots? Carrots.
28) Low fat or fat free? fat free. Hey, if you're gonna cut out fat, at least cut it out all the way.
* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? being hated.
30) Kids or no kids? KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
31) Cat or dog? Dog only b/c I'm allergic to cats. But I love cats. So it's annoying that I can't have them.
32) Half empty or half full? Half full.
33) Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup. Mustard is gross.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? soft
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sandals
37) Wonder or amazement? amazement
38) Red car or white car? uhhh idk
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? That's such a dumb question. I mean, who's really gonna choose sad and rich?
40) Singing or dancing? singing... and dancing I guess.
41) Hugging or kissing? hugging
42) Corduroy or plain? plain?
43) Happy or sad? happy
45) Blondes, brunettes? uhh I seem to prefer brunettes in terms of who I like, but I'm blonde and I like being blonde. So I don't know.
* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . . *
Where do you want to live? New York City at some point, and then maybe North Carolina. Chapel Hill preferably.
How many kids do you want? 2 or 3
What kind of job do you want? I'm really not sure.
Do you want to get married? yes
* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4.
Coffee or ice cream? coffee
Shampoo or conditioner? 2in1
Bridges or tunnels? eee Idk they both kind of creep me out
One pillow or two? two
1 MINUTE AGO: 12:48 pm
1 DAY AGO: That was Sunday and me, Dad, and Jeff were hanging in the French Quarter.
1 WEEK AGO: hmmm I think I was a loser and stayed home all day... kind of like today!
1 YEAR AGO: uhhhh I was probably just finishing up with cheerleading until August (ugh) and waiting for Hardtner (yay) and chilling at home and hanging out with Katie and wondering when we were gonna start partying.
I LOVE: music, guitar, Broadway, musicals, theatre, movies, Renee Zellweger, Rachel Whitley, Abby Roper, herb, Nick Drake, Death Cab for Cutie, laughing, the rain, swimming, Zoe's chocolate mousse cake, Degrassi.
I HATE: ignorance, cattyness, missing Hardtner, not being at Hardtner, not being w/ Hardtner people...
I FEAR: roaches
I HOPE: I am loved.
I FEEL: full
I HIDE: *in Brittney Murphey voice* I'll never tellll....
I DRIVE: hhhaaaaa
I MISS: EVERYONE FROM HARDTNER AND HARDTNER IN GENERAL!!!!
I KNOW: that I have to pee
I NEED: to be free
Current clothing: jeans that still have icing from work on them and my pink Pensacola shirt w/ happy crab.
Current Mood: cheerful!
Current Music: Bob Marley and the Wailers- Concrete Jungle
Current Taste: Zoe's chocolate mousse cake
Current Hair: dirty and up
Current Smell: My house.
Current Annoyance: being bored
Current thing I should be doing: planning to go out tonight
Current Desktop Picture: a black and white of Paris
Current Favorite Show: Degrassi
Current Book: Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen
Current Movie In VCR: probly my mom's soaps
Current Refreshment: ol' DC
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[28 Jun 2004|10:37am] |
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Crosby, Stills, and Nash- Carry On |
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hahahhaha
yes! my favorite Beatle!
HAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA
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| For when she thought of summer rain calling for her mind again she lost the pain and stayed for more |
[27 Jun 2004|10:56am] |
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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! NICK DRAKE HAS A NEW CD OUT!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! Yeah so my dad was reading the paper and it said that Nick Drake's record label thing just released a new collection of songs he made before he died. It's called Made To Love Magic so I just went on amazon and bought it. I'm so excited!!! For all you Drake fans (which, to my knowledge, includes one person, Chelsea) here's the list of songs.
| 1. Rider on the Wheel |
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| 4. Joey |
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| 5. Thoughts of Mary Jane |
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| 6. Mayfair |
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| 7. Hanging on a Star |
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| 8. Three Hours |
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| 9. Clothes of Sand |
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| 10. Voices |
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| 11. Time of No Reply |
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| 12. Black Eyed Dog |
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| 13. Tow the Line |
This is certainly going to be a kickass CD and I CANNOT WAIT TO HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!
Peace to the rest of you unfortunately non-Drake lovers.
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[23 Jun 2004|07:45am] |
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Ok. So Ab: you were right. Mary-Kate Olsen has an eating disorder. My mom just told me this morning that she entered a treatment facility. That's so sad. I hope she can get better, which I'm sure she will.
Nothing else.
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| Then she said something I couldn't believe so I grabbed the stupid bitch by her nappyass weave... |
[22 Jun 2004|06:03pm] |
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Easy E- Boys in da hood |
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... cuz the boys in da hood are always hard. ya come talkin that trash we'll pull your card. knowin nothin in life but to be legit don't fool me boy cuz i ain't said sh!t.
Ahhhh memories of my very white counselor singing this... lullabies if you will...
Just talked to my midnight lover (aka Rachel). Just talking to someone from home makes me feel better. They even know the right time b/c I was getting really depressed.
But now I'm ok.
I would write more, but alas! I have to go fix the drinks for dinner!
Fare thee well.
Ok. I'm back. Yeah, I know. I'm a loser who has nothing better to do than update her freaking journal which no one reads. But. If it makes me happy, it can't be that bad.
So anywho. My mom made me wash dishes tonight and I was thinking about how strange it is that I really don't mind washing dishes. Besides the fact that nasty remnants of the meal are something I have to wash/scrape off, I kind of like it. There's something methodic about it. Or maybe methodic isn't the right word... I don't know.
So tomorrow: visit to the deaf psychiatrist and work. NO KIDS. NOT THERAPIST. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. The deaf psychiatrist is only the one who gives me my meds to make me sane. And yeah, he really is deaf. But he can hear cuz he has some hearin thingy in his ear. But once he didn't have it in so whenever he looked down I started saying obscenities to see if he was really deaf. He passed the test. So anyway, tomorrow's visit will consist of...
"Hello, LN. How are you?"
"I'm fine. How are you?"
"I'm just great. So how've you been feeling lately?"
"Fine."
"Any cutting?"
"No."
*writing*
"Suicidal thoughts?"
"No."
*writing*
"Are you sleeping okay?"
"Yes."
*writing*
"Are you still liking your medicine?"
"Yes."
*writing*
"No side effects?"
"No."
*writing*
"Okay... anything you want to talk about?"
"No."
"Nothing you need to get off your chest?"
"No."
"Okay... well... let me fill out this prescription.... Your summer's going good?"
"Yes."
"That's good..."
and that's about it. Exciting huh? All the small talk about death and such is kind of annoying, but I know it's his job so I don't mind.
I think I'm going to go see if Degrassi's on.
Aren't you all ecstatic that you got to have a peak at a day in the life of... well ok I would write my NAME ABOUT NOW BUT B/C OF THE MOTHER EFFING PARENTAL CONTROLS I can't.
Byeeeeee.
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[22 Jun 2004|12:15pm] |
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Tenacious D- Wonderboy; actually my Hardtner mix |
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... how about the power to move you? So I'm really missing Hardtner right now...
Went to Ab's last night and we saw Raising Helen. It was surprisingly good. Like I thought it was just gonna be another one of those cutsie movies but it really was good. I love Kate Hudson. She rocks my world. So does her mammy.
I have nothing to say. I'm just bored and listening to my Hardtner mix.
Chill.
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[21 Jun 2004|11:49pm] |
-my name:
-where did we meet?
-take a stab at my middle name:
-how long have you known me?
-do I smoke?
-do I believe in God?
-what was your first impression of me upon meeting?
-what's my bra size?
-when is my birthday?
-what color hair do I have?
-what color are my eyes:
-do I have any siblings?
-have you ever had a crush on me?
-what's one of my favourite things to do?
-do you remember one of the first things i said to you?
-what's my favourite type of music?
-what is the best feature about me?
-am i shy or outgoing?
-would you say I am funny?
-am I a rebel or do follow all the rules?
-any special talents?
-would you consider me a friend?
-have you ever seen me cry?
-if there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
-describe me in one word:
-what's your favourite memory of me?
-what single trait about me annoys you the most?
-if you and I were stranded on a desert island what one thing would you want to take with us?
-do you think i could kick your ass?
-would you ever marry me?
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